A Broken Girl
A Broken Girl: All her life she grew up not knowing what it was like to be loved.
She’s been hurt, abused, misunderstood, silenced, taken for granted.
All she ever wanted was to be cherished, appreciated. She loved from the depths of her soul but he threw it away.
She received ungratefulness and never ending problems which ruined her emotionally, and mentally.
She had nowhere to go, no one to turn to, so she stuck it through all those years trying to make something work which never would have.
She blindly went into a relationship with someone whom she felt was worth it at that time because she got the attention, affection, which she was deprived off.
He was perfect at moment for her if only she could see the trap she was putting herself into.
Time passed and that perfect relationship turned into the worst decision she had made because reality hit her hard, she realised what life is…she could see that there was so much lacking.
She was giving more importance and making endless effort again for something that was not true to her.
She found the true meaning and value of a relationship when she met a man who opened her eyes to reality.
He not only made her feel like the luckiest girl in the world but he made so much effort in making her feel whole again.
He showed her what’s true love, what it takes to be a man and respect a woman, he gave her so much and expected nothing in return.
Too good to be true right?
But there are guys out there who are not after a woman to fulfill their desires, or have a fling for that period. He was that guy who treated her like a wife .
He spent his days and nights working to make her comfortable. Sleepless nights just to make sure she’s well taken care off.
That’s what she wanted, what she dreamt off, but reality kicks in and she’s stuck with the guy she let in her life first.
Afraid to leave because of the consequences, afraid to tarnish her reputation,afraid of her family, afraid of rejection from his family. In a split second she made a decision which ruined her life.
Regret creeps into her mind every day, pushing her into depression. Crying herself to sleep every night and waking up with an effort to go through the day is how she’s living now.
Everything she does has no effort or much interest.
It’s a pretense… if only they looked deeper into her eyes and see the pain destroying her gradually.
It’s too late now… he despises her, he doubts her every word. She doesn’t blame him, she blames herself. She regards herself as a curse, a girl who deserves to be broken .
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