Cyber Bullying -Part 8
Open your eyes.
You are not made up of those words that hurt you, that number on that scale, or the expectations you feel you will never meet. You are made up of nothing more than you. Simply, beautiful, wonderfully, uniquely you. You are a lovely and complex soul. An individually fascinating combination of thoughts, ideas, feelings, emotions. No other is as beautiful as you. Look past the mirror, look at your soul and only then you will see yourself as you truly are. Beautiful.
So smile and don’t forget to love yourself.
So smile and don’t forget to love yourself.
Hailey was out of breathe by the time she reached home. She rushed into her room,threw her bag onto the bed, gets the laptop and logs into James account.
Trembling at the realization of what she had done.
Videos were created mocking Kayla about having a sexual transmitted disease.
This rumor was from none other than Hailey!
She had posted on Kayla’s wall last night that James got an STD (sexual transmitted disease )from her.
If only things were as simple as a button, poof: and everything is erased, forgotten in the mind of the bullies but the sad truth about life is that the situation becomes so severe, that the victim becomes a wreck, loses their mental stability and turns suicidal or to harmful substances.
Hailey could do nothing but watch and feel disgusted by her actions.
She buries her face in the pillow and cries herself to sleep, regretting everything she had done due to being jealous over a guy, over fame.
Back at Kayla’s place :
The movie had just finished, the girls cheekbones were sore from the laughter.
Kayla had expressed her gratitude to her friends and mother. She thanked them for helping her get through such a traumatizing phase.
Naomi : Are you still getting those nasty comments?
Kayla :I haven’t logged in from last night.
After watching the movie I was too scared to stay up blocks face.
Give me a minute , let me get the laptop.
She brings the laptop into the lounge, nervously types the password and logs in.
What appeared on the screen made Kayla’s blood run cold, her hair stand on end. Panic appearing on her face which led to crying profusely and not understanding why this is still happening to her
Her friends tried to console her but this time it doesn’t work.
All this time she was under the impression that things were getting better, that she could continue with her normal life again but James had other plans for her. He turned on her.
Kayla : how could he do this to me, I trusted him. I shared my most deepest secrets with him, what if he discloses that to everyone.
what will Darien think of me now.
Tash: Kayla, are you more concerned about what Darien would think of you than your own reputation. Seriously!
Kayla : kinda , because I was supposed to go to the dance with him, Everything was falling into place. It’s just all messed up now.
Kayla’s mum hear the girls argue and her daughter cry. She rushed to the room, finding her daughter pacing up and down with tears pouring down her face.
Kayla : Mum, look what they said about me.
Kayla mum : Did I not warn you about this account. What benefit is it giving you by looking at these comments Kay.
Kayla : crying mum have you seen what they said, I have a sexual transmitted disease and I charge 5dollars for a session.
Oh and it gets better mum, they said I’m so cheap I would legit do anything just for a good time. The angel face is just a pretense.
Kayla had become a wreck, filled with all sorts of negativity and emotions.
Her mother had to give her medication to calm her down.
All she could now was cry herself to sleep.
Her mother had put her to bed, she stood by her bedside for a while looking at her daughter and thinking who would be so evil to do this.
Her eyes filled with tears, looking at Kayla’s state breaks her heart.
She leaves the room with the intention of trying to find out who the Bully is.
Kayla’s sleep broke…
Moaning, clutching her face, rocking back and forth, recalling what had happened earlier.
It has taken a toll on her mentally, physically, and emotionally.
She feels trapped on this earth with these exhausting feelings, making her want to commit suicide but at the same time scared that of she doesn’t die, she could end up brain damaged or something could go terribly wrong.
Knowing the consequences of taking an overdose, Kayla still attempted it.
No one would understand her pain and no one could erase those memories.
She was tired of this, ending her life is what she thought was best for everyone.
To be continued…